Is we is or is we ain’t??? Well, as I sit here, I’m trying to stay level-headed and composed. It’s difficult to do but I can’t let me emotions get the best of me right now. For the past 2 weeks almost, we’ve been thinking that I’m pregnant again. The usual suspects are in play: missed period, appetite growing, breasts a little tingly, and frequent trips to the bathroom. However, both pregnancy tests that I’ve taken have been negative! I just don’t understand it! My last period was May 30, well to the best of my recollection – hadn’t quite started to track it since I wasn’t expecting this to happen so quickly and wasn’t even sure that I wanted to try again. But after realizing I’d missed my period, and of course S picked up on that little piece of information as well, I started to get excited. I even pulled out my stash of cloth diapers that we’d started to stock up on the last time I was pregnant. Trying to learn to fold and secure them. But now I don’t know if I will ever get to use them. I’m thinking about starting an auction on Ebay now just to get rid of them. I don’t want to go through this anymore.
Another round of…. July 8, 2008