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Devastation April 8, 2008

Filed under: Life - Mood: Devastated — thecrazymommafiles @ 3:36 am
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I don’t understand how this could be. I take 3 HPT and they all come back positive. Go to the doctor today and get the worse news of my life. Their test was negative. I’m not understanding how this is so. I’m still having all of the symptoms of being pregnant. I’ve been sitting and crying my eyes out all day long. I’ve grown to love this baby already as if I was holding him/her in my arms. I just don’t understand!

S came home from work to be with me. He doesn’t know what to do for me. I’m trying not to cry because I know he doesn’t want me to. I have to go back to the doctor tomorrow for a sonogram and get the results of the blood test. I’m trying to keep my hopes up, but my heart is breaking all the same. Lord, why me?

 

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